I'm sorry

I haven't blogged in ages. Well I was thinking of doing a highlights of 2009 post but i'll do that along with my new years revolution one? LOLOL yes i have resolutions. So today, I webcammed with cousins overseas :D I havent seen any of them in ageees. It was funny at times and after we had said goodbye, we talked for another hour. All the boys play dota T_T". LOL. Well, today was last minute shopping i guess. WE TRIED LOOKING FOR PARKING SPACE FOR LIKE 15 MINS. Yeah its a feast for christmas I guess. Well , I've been applying for jobs like crazy, I mean I should be old enough. I'm even willing to work at night after school. That was for in thye hopes they would accept me. LOL Well, my brother gave me $20 for christmas. REALLY? lol. he never gives me money. Well anyways...

To you, i'm truly sorry. I called you a hurtful name and I was wrong to. I'm an idiot. All you had to say was stop and I would've stopped :) I didnt mean to hurtt you, nor did I ever intend too. I know its been a few days, but everyday it nags me. I dont know how to approach you or what you would say. You should know me, im a shy person, even though im loud. Remember my monologue T_T. Well, please just tell me what I have to do. You'd make my christmas if you do :). If you dont want to talk to me ever, I understand, but just let me know. I dont want to start 2009 on a sour note. I appreciate your friendship, and I would do anything to keep it. ANYTHING...